::something BIG::

i'm preparing for something BIG..
something that i should do along time ago
now it's time to do it rather than just talk and dream

i must prove it
to my self
to people around me
so help me God

everything i do is to worship You..
in my way
and i hope it's Your way too...
let me learn and give You everything that You already lent to me

**that angel is a clue...

::illusion::

kulihat
awan
membentuk
wajahmu
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::jingga::

teruslah berjalan
teruslah melangkah
batas dua dunia ini terlalu indah untuk ditinggalkan
menyantap jingga di langit

dan kau sudah menatap bulan dan merengkuhnya
untuk segera berganti pagi

teruslah berjalan... berlari mungkin...
suatu saat akan kulihat engkau
terbang dan bergabung dengan jingga di langit yang kukagumi

dan kau akan selalu menjadi jinggaku...


*inspired by Dee's "Aku Ada"

::Numb::

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?

Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
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~